Bonjour Fellas !
IM ELI! :) MY BLOG MY SAY.lost all reasons to smile
i totally ran out of reasons to smile. there is no longer any purpose for me to smile anymore. no one is giving me any reason to. Dear God, give me back a reason to smile. i no longer wanna fake through my days with a fake smile plastered on my face, when the truth is i'm hurting like shit inside. people say i'm foolish to be soaking myself in sorrow and misery, but, i've held back for too long. Trying so hard to smile. Whatever it is, the smiles I have now doesn't seem genuine at all..
i just want to smile again. please..
so tired of crying myself to sleep alr. i really dun wanna go through this anymore.
