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I'm so sick and tired again. it's been so long since i last felt like that. so many things has been happening. first, i finally felt what was it like to feel love a first sight. if that even exist pshhhh. i kept thinking of him. and felt so sad and disappointed when he doesn't pays the least attention to me. kinda stupid i know but yeah. maybe i've been too lonely for too long. so sick and tired that i'm always alone to face shit that i need to share with someone.
and for the first time i feel like quitting something that i really love and nothing is holding me back anymore. i'm so fucking sick of trying to seem like i enjoy it, when in fact, i don't. i really don't anymore. yes, once, i really enjoyed it. enjoyed every single minute of it, and now, i feel nothing. more of i feel stress, i feel pressure. i'm not happy anymore. i want the old me back. very very very much.
i'm so sick of feeling unappreciated and being pushed around all the time. who do you think i am man? your puppet? you and you are the first and only person that actually make me look at my own creation i feel like tearing it into shreds and throw it away and never do it again.
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I'm so sick and tired again. it's been so long since i last felt like that. so many things has been happening. first, i finally felt what was it like to feel love a first sight. if that even exist pshhhh. i kept thinking of him. and felt so sad and disappointed when he doesn't pays the least attention to me. kinda stupid i know but yeah. maybe i've been too lonely for too long. so sick and tired that i'm always alone to face shit that i need to share with someone.
and for the first time i feel like quitting something that i really love and nothing is holding me back anymore. i'm so fucking sick of trying to seem like i enjoy it, when in fact, i don't. i really don't anymore. yes, once, i really enjoyed it. enjoyed every single minute of it, and now, i feel nothing. more of i feel stress, i feel pressure. i'm not happy anymore. i want the old me back. very very very much.
i'm so sick of feeling unappreciated and being pushed around all the time. who do you think i am man? your puppet? you and you are the first and only person that actually make me look at my own creation i feel like tearing it into shreds and throw it away and never do it again.
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