stress. too much of it.
♥ when stress comes, i go crazy.hello peeps.
seems like a very long time since i last posted.
anyways,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HO YANG!
i know her birthday is like, 15.01.10?
but yeah. just wish her.
got her fererro rocher chocolates.
yeah, and then on that day yang chung and bharti bought the cake.
so we celebrated after the sec one orientation.
which i'm happy to say that, ALOT OF PPL WANNA JOIN MODERN DANCE!
wheeeeee! :D
and then and then, went home after that.
sat was dental appointment and sunday was...CLAPZ.
yeah. the performance went super well.
we did an encore:D
the residents love it. so yeah we did the finale for them.
and went home, just crash lor. tired.
monday was lessons, tuesdays were more lessons.
and physics test. which i can confirm i will do badly.
i did almost everything wrongly.
and then, wed had dance, and lessons, and something happened.
today was fun, we could play floorball.
and my son fell down.
and then..physics lesson was fun. ve lesson was even more fun.
drawing the boy and girl and then tearing them apart. haahha.
okay. and then had maths remedial.
and then helped ms liu with her class room and went home.
okay. this is boring. i'm effing stress.
i had never in my life felt so stress before.
my grandmother and aunty had been placing such great hopes on me.
and that adds up to even more stress.
i hate how i feel now, because i've been like super effing weird.
just 3 weeks and everything is like piling up like mountains.
never once i back-logged my work. now i have to plan what is more important to do first.
and family ain't helping.
everyday without fail, come back, first thing i will hear, is nagging.
saying that others can do better than you, why ain't you studying, why are you resting, faster do now, wake you up at 4.30 to do your work,
why are you coming home so late?
why must you be such a kaipo kia and stupid stupid stay in school.
why aren't you working hard?
why is your maths dropping, why this, why that.
i told you to check your physics work.
i feel so damn sick of it. i dun usually complain.
but now, i feel so damn stress, feel as if i'm about to crack.
i feel so crazy, so weird.
i'm sorry to the ppl around me, especially the clique, if i'm doing weird stuff.
especially during geography class.
and yeah. so yeah. okay. i feel better?
kinda. i'm tired. exhausted really. how much can i keep this up?
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stress. too much of it.
♥ when stress comes, i go crazy.hello peeps.
seems like a very long time since i last posted.
anyways,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HO YANG!
i know her birthday is like, 15.01.10?
but yeah. just wish her.
got her fererro rocher chocolates.
yeah, and then on that day yang chung and bharti bought the cake.
so we celebrated after the sec one orientation.
which i'm happy to say that, ALOT OF PPL WANNA JOIN MODERN DANCE!
wheeeeee! :D
and then and then, went home after that.
sat was dental appointment and sunday was...CLAPZ.
yeah. the performance went super well.
we did an encore:D
the residents love it. so yeah we did the finale for them.
and went home, just crash lor. tired.
monday was lessons, tuesdays were more lessons.
and physics test. which i can confirm i will do badly.
i did almost everything wrongly.
and then, wed had dance, and lessons, and something happened.
today was fun, we could play floorball.
and my son fell down.
and then..physics lesson was fun. ve lesson was even more fun.
drawing the boy and girl and then tearing them apart. haahha.
okay. and then had maths remedial.
and then helped ms liu with her class room and went home.
okay. this is boring. i'm effing stress.
i had never in my life felt so stress before.
my grandmother and aunty had been placing such great hopes on me.
and that adds up to even more stress.
i hate how i feel now, because i've been like super effing weird.
just 3 weeks and everything is like piling up like mountains.
never once i back-logged my work. now i have to plan what is more important to do first.
and family ain't helping.
everyday without fail, come back, first thing i will hear, is nagging.
saying that others can do better than you, why ain't you studying, why are you resting, faster do now, wake you up at 4.30 to do your work,
why are you coming home so late?
why must you be such a kaipo kia and stupid stupid stay in school.
why aren't you working hard?
why is your maths dropping, why this, why that.
i told you to check your physics work.
i feel so damn sick of it. i dun usually complain.
but now, i feel so damn stress, feel as if i'm about to crack.
i feel so crazy, so weird.
i'm sorry to the ppl around me, especially the clique, if i'm doing weird stuff.
especially during geography class.
and yeah. so yeah. okay. i feel better?
kinda. i'm tired. exhausted really. how much can i keep this up?
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